Monday, November 29, 2010

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its been a while aku tak memerah keringat di sini..hahhaha..ayat x masok akal langsung!!! anyway..how u guys doin? aku nak kongsi ckit la masalah yg ku hadapi skang ni... "kawan dengan kekasih mana lebih penting?" skang ini ni lah masalah yg sungguh menyakitkan hati aku selama ku bergelar insan d muka bumu..aku x suka berada d tengah2 masalah hiruk pikuk dunia mcm ni...aku x suka memilih antara kawan dn juga kekasih...kenapa harus memilih sedangkan kita tahu bahawa kedua2 nya adalah penting...


aku masih ingat ada d antara kwn aku yg skang ini bekecil hati d atas sikap- aku yg nampak sangat berubah sejak 2 menjak aku mempunyai insan yg ku gelar kekasih...aku mula d perhatikan dan juga d pertikaikan..adakah hanya kerana aku mempunyai kekasih lalu alu melupakan kawan2..teman2x..owhhhh..sangat lah bodoh pemikiran org sebegitu...aku masih meluangkan masa bersama kamju wahai kawan2x..tapi ingat lah yg hati ku kini sudah di milikki oleh org lain juga..x seperti dahulu...kini aku harus membahagikan masa ku bersam kawan2 dn juga kekasih hati ku....aishhhhhhhhhhhh


cukuplah dgn apa yg sudah ku lalui sebelum ini..cukuplah aku pernah menyakiti dan dan di sakiti..jgn di tambah lagi masalah aku..aku tidak kan pernah memilih di antara kawan dan kekasih..TIDAK AKAN!!!!!!!!!!! someone told me that kawan is going to be 4 ever with us....but kekasih is something that not sure..sesuatu yg belum pasti...tapi adakah ianya benar..adkah kawan akan setia dan sentiasa berada di saat kita memerlukan...sesungguhnya kata2 lebih berbisa dr perbuatan...APA YG AKAN ANDA LAKUKAN JIKA BERADA DI TEMPATKU???

Saturday, November 20, 2010

||> what dO u want frOm me <||


::call me Raffy:: ::born on aUgust 14' 1985:: ::i'm a student:: ::i loved musiQ,, specially k-pop" pOp" RnB" hip-hOp" rOck" technO:: :: i'm bOrn tO be stUbborn:: ::i love white" blUe" green" purple" black:: ::mc'd n kfc is my favOrite:: ::lOved tO hangOut wif clOsest frenz:: ::my free time?? mOst oF my tiMe ticking i'm dOing nOthing, bUt i dO lOved ZzzzZZZzzZ" oN9" mOvies specially sci-fi n adaptation" eating [nOw i gain 2 kg = 62kg]hik hik hik!!!!:: :: ::still new in this blOg wOrld:: ::i'm the last frOm my 11th siblings:: ::i haved 4 sista & 6 brOthers:: ::r8 nOw i'm studying @ Cosmopoint Internatiol College Technology n i'm taking Diploma in Multimedia Application:: ::i dOnt read much the last book i read was memOirs Of geisha:: ::what else 'bOut my self???:: ::r8 nOw i've a gUrlfrenz hik hik hik..its been 6 years im single n nOw im taken:: I LOVED YOU IFTI FATEEMA:: ::i loves kOrean drama n mOvies :: ::>cinderella man">cOffee prince">Sad Love story">stair way To heaven">princess Hour & bla bla bla:: ::my persOnality [chOosy & picky][hard tO understand][easily loose temper][mooDy][good sense of hUmor][loveable]:: ::i'm a fashiOnable persOn bUt nOt really fOllow a trend:: ::i lOves F.O.S" Padini"Nike"Supra shOes:: ::mY new interest is phOtOgraphy:: :::::::::::::::::
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Friday, November 19, 2010

is it faith?

what a bOred day fOr me tOday..theres nOthing that i dO xcept eating on9 n sleeping!!!!! gOsh...my life suddenly feel like its been taken frOm sOmething..all my happy life..all my happy mOment...all my craziest thing that i always dO..seems liKe all of it being ripped fRom me...i dOnt knOw x2ually what happen...sUddenly i feel like that i'm rUnning frOm proBlems that facing Me..Is It the best thing tO do face the problem..???RUNNING!!!!really..cOz i remember sOmeone tO tOld me taht we HAD to run sOmetimes cOz it the better way..i agree n nOt....cOz when u think 'bOut it rUnning frOm probLem will never clear anything....U have tO face it nO matter what, nO matter hOw hard the prOblems is......

what U guys dO if u had a Problems?what is yOur way to settle it??? share with me please..my prOblems seeMs like it jUst a small prOblem..but theres sOmething that i cant share wif anyOne..we cant share anything and everything wif anyOne r8....we still have tO saves sOmething jUst fOr oUr seLf....Or its wiLL nOt we call as SecrEts r8.......agree anyOne???...disagree????...hahhahaha..this blOg is One oF my way tO xpress my self..share sOmething wif everyOne..i can write anything in here...share anything.... videO....mUsic....picture....!!!

hahahha....aku dah start mencarut dah...hik hik  hik..bUt ini lah aku....what else...hUrmmmmmmm........pa lagi nak d kOngsi hari ini.....aishhhhhhhhhhhhh...sO mcm mana? dah tgk harry Potter and the deadly hollOws??? pa mcm??? nak letak brapa stars??? rate dari 1- 10.... brapa kOrang nak letak.....klah..theres all frOm me today..see u gUys leter k....

Thursday, November 18, 2010

baruk jak pas tgga harry potter mlm marek kat mbO ...nang best crta ya..4 those yg blom tgga gik..ku suggest lah tak org g tgga....even crta ya da 2 part...x suprise lah mun ku nak crta ya start kdka ney nak...sOk gUs tak Org tgga dik pun k..ya jak ku nak kOngsi ri tOk..x Tauk nak padah p....plk biOl tOk..assignment byk lOm siap..p syukur baruk jak siap separuh..p gik da separuh..aishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..bidai glak2x...


sedar x sedar dh 2 thn ku study..tggal 1 year gik..insyaAllah by the end of next year mun xda paper nyangkut ku abis...aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..mudahan xda nak nyangkut..sO far ku pun xzam suma Ok..bkn nak bedengah..bedengah lah juak ikit..hahahhaha..sa terer ku tek nak...klah..ku tauk tak Org biOl baca blOg ku tOk..mupOk lok kak aji..ank nyeruk umah kak limah gik kak tok..besusey2x jak dr tadik..mati kta mun d dgr Org..wahahhahahhaha..

Harry Potter And The Deadly Hollows [Part 1]


Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

tOk merupakan hari pertama aku secara rasmi nya membuka blog aku sendiri...wuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...happy glak2x....walaupun aku sebenarnya agik miak glak dlm hal blOg memblOg tOk..hahahhahhaa..btw..esOk dh nak raya haji..sO kepada selUruh muslImin dan musLimat yang merayakan aidiladha pada esOk hari semOga aidilkadha pada esOk hari akan memberi lembaran baru dlm hiduP kita semUa..aminnnnnnnnnnnnn.........


camney nak upa raya aji esOk owh..harap2x glak xda pa2x yg x bagus berlaku....mcm biasa mun raya even raya haji..mesti bgn awal pagi ya nak...kol 6 arum bulak nya dh bgn......pasya besalah miak bujang...pg semayang sunat aidiladha.....pas ya pg kubur.......kak g kubur bOk blt umah gik...d umah lak sUre lah kambOh ngan adik beradik..tunggal menunggal...cam raya besa juak ya nak..p nak lain nya raya aji tok...kta x da posa n terawih..bOh lpk.Bazaar ramadhan xda juak..hahahhahhahha..... p mun d kenang hal2 raya tOk byk glak crta suka duka.....dah 20 tahun berlalu rupa nya pemergian ayahanda tersayang.....x berasa dah 20 thn ya...byk suka duka kmk org sekeluarga tanggung bersama..emak jak jd harapan dlm famili..mak juak bapak..mak juak mak....p mak ku nang best..walaupun hanya bekerja sebagai suri rumah dpt juak mak menyara kmk org adik beradik....bejual kuih lah mak..ingat ku dolok time ku skolah menengah...sebelom ku pg sekolah mesti ku kenak anta kuih nak mak ku polah kat keday di kampong tOk...setiap hari mengulangi rutin yg sama...hik hik hik...x guna bersedih tOl x...xda asil..buang air mata jak mun nak nanggis.......I LOVE U MOM.......MASNI BT ULIS..ktk nang superwOman mak...lOve u sO much....


ahhahhaa..pa kah d ngerecO ku ctOk...1st timer tek nak..lOm da idea nak ngarang brg bgs....ahhahhaa..ilek lok....sLow2x..cam semUt bah..eyh slh..slOw2x kdak siPut..hahhahahah...lucu bena eyh...itOng x pat agik erGhhhhh!!!! hahahhaha..ya barOkkkkk!!!!!!!!! nak pa kah....x lalek eyh...yg ku harap glak time tOk...ku pat fOcus oN my study..ku mOk abis dipLoma ku..pas ya crk kerja..ku nak nyenang famili ku lOk...xda gagO nak nkah2x doLOk...gumpUl reta dlk ya nak2x..2 nak ku berik ngan tak Org hahahhahaa.....ku sa klak ku kan pat kerja yg aku x minta....ku rasa lah....jgn tyk cney ku pat rasa bnda ya k..hahhaha [mcm lah Org nak nanyak tek nak]   chOiiiiii..bebuallllllllllllllllllllll......kah kah kah.......lucu bena eyh....klah..sampey ctok jak utk hari pertama penulisan ku...smOga ada yang meliuangkan membaca segala yg telah di tulis ...lmk glak nahan dlm jiwa ati segala dak empunat perut ku...huhuhhhu..ujOng2x buRok ya nak2x...ahhahhahah...agIk maOk duhal..klah....ku chOw ngex,,ahhh..pa kabar tek..pa kabar tek ahhh..[bak kata wOrd main kwn ku miak bintawa ibOi UdeaN] ahhahhaha..adIos amigOs berambOs....saranghea ya'll